When was the last time you were ready to throw in the proverbial towel? Did you end up letting go, or decided to fight on anyway?
I really thought I could work for myself and get by. That’s what I had been doing most of my life but it was a partnership with my husband and we had built up that business over many years.
My house is paid for from my separation so at least I didn’t lose all those years of work. When you have a mortgage you think it would be so cheap to live without it but it isn’t. It’s surprising how much it costs just to own a house and car.
I started to make lamps …. it takes a long time to make a lamp; I have a few of them around my house.
I made spring rolls to sell around here in the summer to the tourists from the chip wagons. Very few people want something healthy at the chip wagon.
My last venture, the one that made me give up, was making aprons. I tried for a year to make and sell aprons. Any fabric that is nice looking is expensive; fabric that is cheap is usually quite ugly. There was no way I could compete with aprons made in China and sold for $9.00. If I was tied to my machine working 16 hour days (as many people are) I couldn’t make enough to pay my bills.
That’s when I threw in the towel and admitted I had to get a job. Don’t get me wrong, I like working…… I just don’t like having a job. “It takes up your whole day!” –Eliza Doolittle
There are always plenty of things to do around here.
At least, that’s what I thought. And that’s what I’m thinking when I have to leave my home and go in. (“I don’t wanna go!”)
But all in all, it worked out great. I got a job I actually like and that’s all I could ask for! I’ve had some I really hated; scooping ice cream comes to mind.
Actually, I got two jobs in one as I was hired in the bakery but they also trained me on ‘cash’. It’s great to have the two different jobs with a different set of co-workers. On cash, I can wear my hair out and meet a lot of people (OK; men). In the bakery I wear a hair net and baseball hat; not a good look for me but at least I’m a little more hidden away.
Today I was supposed to go in. We are getting a new oven in the bakery tomorrow so we were going to be moving all the boxes, containers, decorations and such. I was suppose to be on 9:00 to 2:00. Yesterday my boss phoned and said they got a lot done so there was no need for me to come in! YAY!!!!! Its like a bonus day!
You can’t get that when you work for yourself……there’s always something to do.
In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Enough Is Enough.”